Now, before someone passes by and complains about my use of the word Nigga, let me first say this - I don't give a shit about complaints. And second, I use the word as it is defined in the dictionary - my dictionary:
NIGGA (ni-ga)
a dumb or ignorant person (usually a black dude in my world);
that being said, I shall move on...
I know this dude who is totally on some dumb nigga shit when it comes to dealing with me, and I'm finally cutting that shit short. Basically, I knew dude back in the day, waaaay back in the day, when we were 10 and 11 years old. He was handsome, shy, sweet and when we were in high school we were good friends. I spent a lot of nights talking to him until three in the morning. We never dated and never slept together. Anyway, after my graduation (he was a year ahead of me) we moved on to our separate lives and I didn't see him for almost five years. I ran into him after me and hubby split up. Dude was extremely attractive and initially came across as that same nice guy that I grew up with. But time changes people, and for the sake of this post not being super long, I'll jump ahead a bit....
I ran into him in December 2005, things happened in 2006 and now it's 2007.
I kicked dude out of my life in January because he is a tease, somewhat dishonest, to damn mysterious, and has never been real with me since we've gotten recaquainted. I told him I was interested in him, and instead of saying the feeling was not mutual, he led me on for a very, very, very long time. In January, I asked him to kick rocks and quit calling me (although he only called twice a month at that point). I told him that I didn't want to hear from him or think about him anymore.
Niggas change, niggas change.
So I see dude at the club and ignore him. He doesn't speak to me, I don't speak to him. It's all over - until he calls me a week later inviting me to a party. I politely say no. Then he invites me somewhere else - no, again. Especially, since he has a history of standing me up. I guess he decided to ease his way back into my life via text messages (and I think text messages are the Devil, by the way). All of a sudden I have his phone number (which I never had in 2006) and he's text messaging me damn near everyday - total disregard of the "kick rocks" message I gave his ass in January. I decided to go along with his new found communication skills, thinking to myself, "He's not so bad, I'm no longer interested, we were friends once, etc, etc, etc..." He begins flirting and I begin falling for it ALLLLLL over again.
Now see, he's good for pretending to play the, "I'm your man" role, when he's not your man. He's not even interested. He's just jealous and doesn't like to see or hear about you with someone else. So he'll flirt. He'll ask you out. He'll call you. And when you fall for it - he doesn't know your name and the nigga disappears. He's on some DUMB NIGGA SHIT.
So, as I was saying, I began to fall for it again. I went out with my homegirl to the movies on a Friday, and received his daily text. He asked where I was and I replied with the truth - the movies with my friend. All of a sudden, he's pissed off that "I'm on a date" although he told me that same week that he "loves me but doesn't want to be with me," which I took lightly, cause frankly, I don't give a shit anymore. Anywho, he was so mad that I honestly thought he was attempting to be humorous. He refused to talk to me and didn't answer my texts for the next two days. I finally had to catch myself and see this for the good that it was - he wasn't talking to me again. Yay! Anyway, we had a "date" scheduled for that Sunday and I did not hear from him. I didn't send him anything Monday either. I received a message on Tuesday asking how my weekend was and told him that it was great - cause it really was. I asked how his went and his was "GREAT!" I also asked why he asked to see me and then disappeared - he replied with "It just happend that way. Sorry!"
Really? It just happened that way, huh? Dumb nigga shit.
So I've decided that he picked an argument on Friday so he could do something else Sunday.
Real immature.
So I haven't said much to him via text or otherwise. I plan on doing what my friends and I call "fade to black". Basically, that's when we start ignoring calls and responses to text messages, if any, are short, sweet, blunt, and unapologetic. I want to see how he's going to act. I sort of feel bad cause now I see him for how he is and he's not so great. He's conceited and stays on some dumb nigga shit.
I just hate that I was stuck on stupid over his ass for the short amount of time that it lasted - which wasn't very long cause we were never in a relationship.
Booooooniggaboooooo!
NIGGA (ni-ga)
a dumb or ignorant person (usually a black dude in my world);
that being said, I shall move on...
I know this dude who is totally on some dumb nigga shit when it comes to dealing with me, and I'm finally cutting that shit short. Basically, I knew dude back in the day, waaaay back in the day, when we were 10 and 11 years old. He was handsome, shy, sweet and when we were in high school we were good friends. I spent a lot of nights talking to him until three in the morning. We never dated and never slept together. Anyway, after my graduation (he was a year ahead of me) we moved on to our separate lives and I didn't see him for almost five years. I ran into him after me and hubby split up. Dude was extremely attractive and initially came across as that same nice guy that I grew up with. But time changes people, and for the sake of this post not being super long, I'll jump ahead a bit....
I ran into him in December 2005, things happened in 2006 and now it's 2007.
I kicked dude out of my life in January because he is a tease, somewhat dishonest, to damn mysterious, and has never been real with me since we've gotten recaquainted. I told him I was interested in him, and instead of saying the feeling was not mutual, he led me on for a very, very, very long time. In January, I asked him to kick rocks and quit calling me (although he only called twice a month at that point). I told him that I didn't want to hear from him or think about him anymore.
Niggas change, niggas change.
So I see dude at the club and ignore him. He doesn't speak to me, I don't speak to him. It's all over - until he calls me a week later inviting me to a party. I politely say no. Then he invites me somewhere else - no, again. Especially, since he has a history of standing me up. I guess he decided to ease his way back into my life via text messages (and I think text messages are the Devil, by the way). All of a sudden I have his phone number (which I never had in 2006) and he's text messaging me damn near everyday - total disregard of the "kick rocks" message I gave his ass in January. I decided to go along with his new found communication skills, thinking to myself, "He's not so bad, I'm no longer interested, we were friends once, etc, etc, etc..." He begins flirting and I begin falling for it ALLLLLL over again.
Now see, he's good for pretending to play the, "I'm your man" role, when he's not your man. He's not even interested. He's just jealous and doesn't like to see or hear about you with someone else. So he'll flirt. He'll ask you out. He'll call you. And when you fall for it - he doesn't know your name and the nigga disappears. He's on some DUMB NIGGA SHIT.
So, as I was saying, I began to fall for it again. I went out with my homegirl to the movies on a Friday, and received his daily text. He asked where I was and I replied with the truth - the movies with my friend. All of a sudden, he's pissed off that "I'm on a date" although he told me that same week that he "loves me but doesn't want to be with me," which I took lightly, cause frankly, I don't give a shit anymore. Anywho, he was so mad that I honestly thought he was attempting to be humorous. He refused to talk to me and didn't answer my texts for the next two days. I finally had to catch myself and see this for the good that it was - he wasn't talking to me again. Yay! Anyway, we had a "date" scheduled for that Sunday and I did not hear from him. I didn't send him anything Monday either. I received a message on Tuesday asking how my weekend was and told him that it was great - cause it really was. I asked how his went and his was "GREAT!" I also asked why he asked to see me and then disappeared - he replied with "It just happend that way. Sorry!"
Really? It just happened that way, huh? Dumb nigga shit.
So I've decided that he picked an argument on Friday so he could do something else Sunday.
Real immature.
So I haven't said much to him via text or otherwise. I plan on doing what my friends and I call "fade to black". Basically, that's when we start ignoring calls and responses to text messages, if any, are short, sweet, blunt, and unapologetic. I want to see how he's going to act. I sort of feel bad cause now I see him for how he is and he's not so great. He's conceited and stays on some dumb nigga shit.
I just hate that I was stuck on stupid over his ass for the short amount of time that it lasted - which wasn't very long cause we were never in a relationship.
Booooooniggaboooooo!
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